March 28, 2009

hm

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll look back on this time in my life and write, “Ten years ago, before I was lonely”…

October 2, 2008
Lord - Protect my family and me. Forgive me my sins, and help me guard against pride and despair. Give me the wisdom to do what is right and just. And make me an instrument of your will.
August 28, 2008

lessons never learned

I don’t want to get all maudlin and self-pitying here, but I am so sick of toxic people. You know the type: people who are charismatic and friendly and who everybody loves, but upon closer inspection, or upon an investment of trust, it soon becomes apparent to a discerning person that the toxic person is really only looking to be universally liked—he or she is not interested in or capable of being a real friend.

I met a lot of these people in college. I’m easily duped by them, I’m not sure why, and when I figure out just how deceitful they’re capable of being I end up feeling stupid and guilty for allowing myself to trust them. But what’s my alternative? Trust no one? I’m careful, but I’m no misanthrope. It just makes me so mad that there are people in the world like this, and that they get away with it. It’s a very dangerous pathology that I don’t really know how to combat and I keep falling prey to it.

August 26, 2008
August 25, 2008
pterodactyl:

caro:
One week to go!
so pumped.

Ain’t nothin’ better than Chuck Bass in a sweater, except Chuck Bass in a clean white suit.

pterodactyl:

caro:

One week to go!

so pumped.

Ain’t nothin’ better than Chuck Bass in a sweater, except Chuck Bass in a clean white suit.

cantstopbookblogging:
(via)
That’s what my library-going outfit looks like.

cantstopbookblogging:

(via)

That’s what my library-going outfit looks like.